Friday, July 3, 2009

Psychiatric Disorder?

"Lissa took the What Psychiatric Disorder Do You Have? quiz and the result is Dependent Personality

You have a hard time breaking away from a relationship. You hate being alone and you feel that you must have a relationship. You have a hard time making even the simplest of decisions and you will often subordinate your needs to keep your significant other with you. In other words, you are co-dependent even in a toxic relationship."



That's a test I did in Facebook. I denied the result as I implied it on myself, but as I read further begin to wonder - to really refer back I have came into a revelation. It's almost true at times, though it really depends on how I feel. I do recall giving into whoever I was close to.

I remember being turned down by a friend, a best friend in fact, from the internet. It was stressful and it was tense. I was literally out of my soul that time, blaming it all on me. It took me hard to convince her back and I did in the end - we came into a resolution. Even so, I could still remember the feeling. It was horrible and I felt empty, drowned, useless. For my aid at the time, I sleep them all off with tears running down my soured face. I was so happy when we were back together again. Lookin back, I couldn't believe how weak. I've always adored someone who is strong for themselves.

For my lovelife, I am not very prone and vulnerable, though secretly I do care whether they like me or not and why for, and if they still like me. I may be independent as I always say I am in my lovelife, but once I got the concrete set up on my feet knocked down, I'll fall head over heals though I do not look like it. So far, no one I have met had done that.

So this result is true. Well, very true. But nowadays, because I am currently and constantly aiding that weakness, it depends on how much that person had convinced me in the first place. Still though, If I have a problem with another person, I would escape to someone other who I could lean on.

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