Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Asked to prom

Don't get me wrong, I like you. I know the times you've been telling my friends and my sister, you like me, and shoving it off. I know, but I pretended, and it's not your fault. It's mine, it could be me for all you know, and I shouldn't have it I would have known but it would be nice.

Don't get me wrong, but it's too early to ask me right there in the internet. I feel a bit odd, but greatful neither the less, and I appreciate you asking me. This is i'm not looking to prom and I would rest to that idea. I am already have beaten that time, half feeling like I want to get the day over and done with. It wasn't right. But I said I would be thinking.

Don't get me wrong, I didn't want to do this, I didn't want to ignore the matchmaker while I was fully online, I didn't mean to. I just didn't want him to influence my decision, like the time he nudged me on this other guy the same time last year. I didn't want to, because I know the tricks he would pull up his sleeves, and you don't need that if you want it to be true.

Don't get me wrong, but I knew I had to do it last night before it's going a bit too late. I remember my words clearly when I told you "I won't take long"and I did and I could not let it pass anytime longer. So I grabbed my friend's help and experience and words and put them together in a message. You were awake at night, and I told you straight. And boy, did I feel so heavy that time. I didn't want to break you, but I did. Like jumping into a big whirlpool I did. And I didn't like it at all..

Dont'get me wrong, it's myself really. It's not you

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