I, Me, Mine - with secrecy.

I could feel the flow of thrill and excitement through the veins under the sheets of tissues deep below the surface of the skin. My pupils dilate as I eyed from on corner to the other of the Presentation. Inside the tucks of my brains, the neurons connect each other with such vibrancy, the train of thoughts are endless, ready to witness creative ideas exploding through the cracks of its shell.

All were frantic, all except the one the feels half-hearted, needless to say more it's the heart. Completely convinced to pursue with the ideas that are ever-boasting, but the likes of securing personality from exposure are still very firm. Expressing meaning give-away, something that I was against since a young age. Expressing in the act of this exam topic would mean violating the rule which was obeyed for as long as almost most of the years the body was created. The effects it will bring?

I will begin to lose interest quickly, bulldozing whatever interests I have tried hard to build over the few weeks. Icing the road to drive my life in a way that is mislead and inconsistent. Pulling the strings, and then looking for something new. These, in that matter of many possibilities.

I do not know why I like to live in shadows, to secure than expose. I think that is what keeps me going, at some point - like a spy against the whole world, against myself. Maybe, that is why I never get to know myself well, maybe that's when my indecisive-self begins to develop.

Maybe that is why, when my skins were tighter, hair was thicker, length of bones shorter.. I've always dreamt of beinga spy or having some secret power that must be blind-folded from the world's eyes.